Monday, December 11, 2006
strengthen me, o Lord of Almightyincrease my faith for im lacking in it"humble yourself in the sight of the Lord, and he shalt lift you up"im already 60% sure... no 65%... normal person probably would haf been 100% confirmed.if i let go... things are going to changermb my very 1st post on my very 1st blog, was tangled with hypocrisy issues, (let go), the future thing i do will be much easier.no more expectation and working like a bullthe thing i hold back... hmmm? i can't realli stay forever this way, i hope april 2007 come soon, when i grad from my current course, i can simply shake off the dust of the homes of those @#$%^#$#%everything is so messed up now, it too early to concede(maybe)()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()()maybe all i had done, im unable to face failure (esp this one), rather to give up? or to hold still?whatever in the future i face in the world...things are already this way, there no way i can change except warping back to the past (craps)-------------------------------------------------------------------------i know, i'll keep the way it is now, and continue running till the time is ripe then ...truths, lies, results, outcome and judgement awaitsXIaOZhU
secretly in love_____
