Monday, September 11, 2006
Zzzz couldn't get into sleep...a few sms wif randall... so much thinking going thru my mindthinking abt her... suddenly pop out him... 'he..' the unforgivenremember joan, krystal, daryl, ern shen... miss em'you know, it realli a miracle thing when someone call u, out of sincere heart of coz, big brother or 'kor kor'... it a sense of maturity going into u and you will hold no back to protect the little ones even with ur life... it realli meaningless without them ... *trying to get some sleep now*...argghhh woke upthinking abt ydp and the little ones againthinking abt devotion ... (better do it right from now)thinking abt singing ... oh and oso those wedding song (tenor part)thinking abt this morning breakfast..thinking abt this afternoon tracting...God!, lemme sleepcouldn't sleep... jump around in bed...ponk* ponk* bang!*something broke... nvm... i cant see anythinghmmmm thinking abt my examination... (2 more days!!!)hmm thinking abt wat beanie said... might be right.. im not surei always tot my heart will not change but who knows.... time flies and lines break... lost contact, wat happened? troubled... is it really chemistry??still remember my sec 4 form teacher teaching chem... craps~ didn't understand a bit'he' again in my mind.. arghh~i know i will nvr get to heaven if i still hate him... but i cant help it..he keep appearing in my dreams... thinking... for God for her for everyone for myself, can i forgive 'him' ?who 'he' u asked...it ok not to know.. it only hurt ur heart more... crazy pig o.0
secretly in love_____
